Guys I found this and its really deep like whoa deep…juss read
Love
It scares me how I’ve changed, I wanted to be prettier
and I have become prettier but at least when I was ugly I
knew who my true friends were…I found my perfect guy
and I want to be with him more then anything in the
world but there is just no way I can reach him through
the vast sea of girls he surrounds himself with. I knew
that night that he looked deep into my eyes that he felt
something and he saw in them what I’ve always been
longing to say “I love you” cause he gave me that look
the one were he realized just that. He looked back on
me with eyes that read, “I'm sorry for everything, I love
you too” since then we always look at each other with
that twinkle in our eyes. The secret that lingers just past
my lips down into my heart. Sometimes I can still feel his
warm breath upon my neck as he caresses my cheek. I
get Goosebumps when I think about what we did. I wonder
why I yearned so to tell him yes but said no. Then I
remember that the other girls would have mentally and
emotionally destroyed me if I so much as uttered a word
about it. So this happy little secret will lie forever
consoled within my heart, until the day it is safe to
appear. I must wait until the perimeter is clear until. I
guess this is why I remember to this day; if you find
someone perfect, remember to ask why they’re still
single.
I love you forever more my dear ..I’m waiting..
~wipes tear~ ya i know right... blah ok well this weekend i had a lot of fun, yeaand hung out with cait, ron, mark, david,
richie (sp?) and james yea...I was sick today and didnt go to school which sucks cause my mom was like "your not going
anywhere this weekend"..and ron isleaving on saterday?...?..? iono
yea well i guess i can see him at school..blah...when your sick your sick..right? yea. well
thats all
-Carrie
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